revival

i don’t think anyone’s reading this blog anymore. I hope, at least? i just need another blog to rant. my blgspt is just a lil too public. i really hope no one reads here. I don’t know why but aren’t blogs supposed to be online journals? Journals where you let your thoughts and personal stuff out and no one reads or know any of it?

Why are people allowed to read blogs anyway? It has caused many controversies, am i right.

So, hi.

Life has not been normal. In fact, its crazy alright. I’ve been kept so so tied up with school and other things that I cant get away from. day by day, I get weaker and right now,I’ m down with flu after 3 long weeks of doing all that. I need a break.say, for a week at least?

and I wana touch on another issue I have not get to talk about at the other blog. We’ve broken up for almost 5 months now. but my feelings for her are still there, same goes for her too. but what if she still won’t change? last night was a good example why I should put an end to whatever this relationship is and run away while I still can. but I just can’t bring myself to do that.

Someone help me.